Bridal Lessons - Chapter 14
If I had turned you into a woman and kept you by my side from the beginning, perhaps things would have been different. But I thought you were still too young, even after you came of age, so I waited. Maybe it’s my fault for raising you to be so spoiled.
It wasn’t just once or twice that I wanted to hold you, Rosen. Ever since you grew into a beautiful woman, my feelings for you had changed from merely wanting to protect you to something more. As a kind fiancé, I tried to wait patiently so that you wouldn’t get hurt or scared.
There were countless times I dealt with men who tried to approach you, probably enough to fill several carriages. At parties or social gatherings, I ensured no one even spoke to you, and when you went out with her friends, I had someone follow you without you knowing.
Allowing you to attend the academy was the greatest concession I could make. After all, once we married, it would be difficult for you to go out for at least a few years. I planned to keep you pregnant with three or four children in succession. So, I even tolerated you attending classes and talking to male classmates…
But now you want to run away? What was all my waiting for?
Instead of waiting until the wedding and then giving you bridal lessons, should I just keep you pregnant and confined at home? Strip you naked and lock you in the bedroom, making sure you can’t entertain any thoughts of leaving me?
Bending over to kiss Rosen, Iscarion no longer hid his desire behind his composed facade. Imagining her with a round, swollen belly carrying his child made him feel better.
He relished the moist texture inside her mouth, thoroughly exploring every corner. He enjoyed the sweet taste of her saliva and even brushed against her small teeth with his tongue. After a long, deep kiss, he slowly moved his lips down to her nxxple.
“Mm.”
The Rosie tip and the droplets gathered there disappeared into his mouth. The soft, pink flesh was incredibly sweet, something he could suck on all night without getting tired of it. He circled her areola with his tongue, sucking hard on the surrounding flesh.
“Hmph, ha…”
As he teased her nxxple with his tongue and gently bit down, she frowned in her sleep, feeling a slight pain. Her small hands pushed against him, trying to get him off. Finding her reaction endearing, he couldn’t resist biting down on her nxxple harder.
“Ah, mmmh!”
As she whimpered and tried to turn her head, he held her still and continued his assault until her nxxple turned a deep red. He gave the same treatment to the other side, leaving both of her nxxples swollen and coated in saliva.
Seeing her nxxples glisten made his lower body ache, but he suppressed his urges, frowning slightly.
“I’m not going to take you right now, Rosen.”
He wanted their first time to be when they were both fully conscious. While it was common to offer wine to ease the bride’s nerves and pain on the wedding night, Iscarion had no such intentions.
He wanted the room to be brightly lit so she could see their first joining clearly in front of a mirror. Though he didn’t intend to hurt her deliberately, he believed it was important to make her understand fully.
Pain, sometimes, is the best teacher, and the inevitable discomfort would help her remember that her husband was the one who claimed her first.
Having finished washing her, Iscarion ignored the heaviness in his lower body and used a towel to dry Rosen. As the soft cloth brushed between her legs, she let out a faint gasp. The earlier sensation of her tender flesh resurfaced vividly.
Though he knew how, he had never been with a woman. The thought of touching anyone other than Rosen disgusted him. But he needed to understand her body to please her.
It was time for them to know each other more deeply.
“Mm, hmph, ah.”
“This place is very sensitive.”
He stroked the soft hair around her most private place, then lightly ran his finger along the slit. As he parted her folds with his thumb and forefinger, a cute moan escaped her lips.
