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Lowly shepherdess. Illegitimate daughter. Disgraceful duchess.
Although she had married her beloved Duke Izar, Freesia lived as though she was trapped at the bottom of a bleak, hapless abyss.
Her family took complete advantage of her, and the people of the duchy hated her for being a stain on the household’s honor.
And then there was her husband, Izar.
Even after she had suffered a miscarriage, he remained cold.
“To be born to parents like us—happiness would forever elude that child anyway.”
At Freesia’s funeral, he had shed not a single tear.
But Freesia wished for one last thing.
Please, cry for me.
Shed even a single tear.
Dearly, I hope that your feelings might change.
Even if it means living for just one more year, that’s fine.
Once that time has passed, then.
Come and cry at my funeral.
*
For the first time, Freesia dared to glare at this man.
The dreadful document in her hand fell to the ground.
“How could you do something so cruel to me, to treat me worse than an animal!”
She was mistaken.
She thought, finally, this man held affection for her. That he trusted her.
That, perhaps… it could even be love.
But it was nothing like that. He deceived her.
“You ruined my life.”
There were only five months left before her demise.
Setting/Genre: European Ambiance, Time Travel/Rebirth, Time-Limited Protagonist
Keywords: CapableML, RegretfulML, ObsessiveML, WoundedFL, FLWithUnrequitedLove, MLWithUnrequitedLove, ColdML, IndifferentML, CharismaticML, CapableFL, Supernatural Abilities, Pure-heartedFL, Pure-heartedML, Strong on the Inside, Royalty/Nobility, Time Travel/Rebirth, Growth Story, Story-Driven
Male Lead: Izar Primus Arturus. The household head of a ducal family renowned for slaying monsters. Known for his towering pride and overbearing demeanor. His life’s goal is to restore his family’s honor. Initially, he detests his wife—an illegitimate child—he is saddled with, but without knowing when and how it started, she becomes the object of his yearning. Perhaps he has harbored these feelings long before he recognized them as love.
Female Lead: Freesia Antares. Though a shepherdess caring for her mother who had gone mad, her true identity as the illegitimate daughter of a ducal family is later revealed. Her previous life ended in misery, but she is reborn with limited time to live and finds herself once again entwined with Izar. Her goal for her remaining year is to become someone valuable enough that Izar would shed tears for her at her impending death. However, faced with evolving situations and truths, what choices will she make?
Ideal Reading Time: When you long for a story of love shattered by misunderstandings and miscommunications, shining brightly in the face of death.
Quote: “You don’t need any other man in your life. Not now, not ever.”
rubyyy
I don’t know what to say…..
Haya
My heart hurts while reading this novel. I hope to know the ending soon. If it ends with the male lead, I will be very angry😭
tasnem nasser
Thank you for the chapter ☺️
rubyyy
I feel sorry for her
Erk
That looks like force tbh😭
tasnem nasser
Thank you for the translation 😊
Aquem
My babyy girl 😭
Wewo
What did u guys expect…. it’s a marriage forced by the emperor. Ofcourse they’re not going to have a smooth night
Wewo
So she was killed?
Wewo
Shes so ugly and yet you keep on being attracted to her hmmmmm make it make sense sir
Wewo
Lol i hope she becomes close to van dike that itd irritate the ml to the bone
Wewo
Thank u so much for the bulk updates
CuppaJo
Thanks for the chapters! I’ve been reading ahead on Ridi, but loving your translation!
vv
I kind of hoped she kept the scars, FLs always seem to have perfect skin and body, with only scars if it’s important to the story. I liked the realistic aspect of having flaws and wanted it to take the route of acception and not magical cure.
Thanks for the update!!
dream 👑
First introduction/appearance and I already like him more than her jerk husband.
Jellybean
I don’t blame freesia coz she’s doing what she wants to do
But the bastard izar doesn’t deserve her at all. She just wants some peace n protection. He can’t even treat her like a human being.
Aisho
“for the best”??? WHAT GRADE S A**HOLE https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/4fff1baafb383df475c7825658be1c46f8ea60d813ef85b6c73977e4c5ed590c.jpg
Aisho
disgusting.
Aisho
https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/6d500bf19215288e9bdb2fd7415ce41904bcfe5a94a0a25cde46e34880761841.jpg
Aisho
idc if he’s getting a redemption arc, i feel what i feel https://uploads.disquscdn.com/images/549d6eb0c3053d1643ba2f7673caa8a082d24603f5a5e7a600f402cac81e53c4.jpg
Aisho
Van Dike is fr the only noteworthy one 💀
Aisho
LMAO REAL
Aisho
he’s definitely not a second ML, just a trigger and an aggravation, but even so, i’m all for his interference. Don’t know what you’ve got ’til it’s gone, Izar.
Aisho
thank you for the translations! <3
Dany Barjas
Qué capítulo más triste!!
dudigo
oh it’s kind of sad that he waited for her to return the coat when her mother had destroyed it. that’s a small misunderstanding but maybe it fostered those harsh feelings. i really think he doesn’t care as much about her status as he says he does and he’s really more upset about being ghosted (?)
dudigo
oh that’s tragic
dudigo
so close! it’s actually “i’m jealous that another man is making you happier than i am. how can we fix this?” hope this helps 🥰
dudigo
why is he so emotionally constipated ugh
Aisho
internet or no internet, ghosting makes one feel the same type of way 😔
vv
I am getting really annoyed with this guy. She is still a married woman and she clearly is not interested in you like that no matter what speculation about her marriage you may have 😒
d0tt13
The fact that Electra is known as a boar, or another word that starts as a b, outside of her territory is just so funny to me…
Doom
Nah she ain’t ugly, you’re ugly. She was a hard working creature, she just don’t have time or money to beautified herself. Common sense. 😤
Doom
Who is this thea?! Hopefully not a b***h!
Doom
The fact that she’s trying so hard just to get a tear from ml is sad af. Girl have been abused, unloved, unwanted to the point that her only desire was one small thing. Urgh! Girl is broken. If it was me, if it was me… ah. What would I do. Was thinking I’d steal money and run away and f everyone but I’m putting myself in her shoes and.. yeah. Depression. Don’t even have the will to care. In that case, I’ll play the villainess and truly be evil but then.. I would be so depressed I won’t even have the will to play that role. Damn. On my last day, perhaps I’ll stab the ml. Boy we’re going together, you piece of sh*t. Wasn’t her fault she married him. Girl is innocent.
Her character is realistic af
Doom
Wait I can’t stab him. He’s too strong. In that case, poison the mf to death
Doom
Here comes b***h #2
Doom
Ml’s backyard is on fire. Smh
Doom
Electashit, you unknowingly trained her to be perfect in fl’s last life. 😂
Doom
I hope you remember your past life and drown in regrets. Scum.
Doom
That scum is catching feels. You don’t deserve her you d!ck!
Doom
Yes go steal her. Anyone is better than the scum husband
Doom
Oh yes. I like this guy.
Doom
Girl you got the power to talk to God.
Doom
I’m not. I need him there to make the ml jealous.
Doom
Yes! Get jealous you son of a b*tch. But why you aiming it at HER?!
Aisho
i know he’s basically a very angry tsundere, but i always have the urge to smack him 💀
dream 👑
Wasn’t it because of his father manipulating him really bad about a womans betrayal and how it could affect a man and his property etc.
Sith Kazar
Agreed! We have barely met the second lead and I’m already rooting for him!
Sith Kazar
He has been shaped by his father for so many years that it will take awhile to break that hold on him. His mother was of inferior status and her “betrayal” drove his father crazy (probably resulting in his suicide when Izar was ~10). Both of our main characters were raised by single parents that had been betrayed by their lover and then abused and took out their frustrations on the children left behind. The only difference is their perceived status.
Sana
I’m really glad, honestly. I feel like a lot of webnovels are written to not portray that kind of violation as a big deal. I’m glad this author, and the character by extension, seems to have those values. Of course I’m not saying that any fiction with a*s*ult is condoning it, but a lot of webnovels kind of seem to.
Moonchild Kim
I think the wound will heal but the scar will remain!! 🤔🤔🤔
Chemere
Fr i'll do the exact same thing that you mentioned,i feel so bad for fl
Chemere
Indeed,she is
Chemere
Real
Chemere
Lol lol lol true
Chemere
https://media3.giphy.com/media/nKytO1OHtL6ySuVcIM/giphy-downsized-small.mp4
Chemere
Realll
Chemere
Oh damn right he should👍
Sana
I agree that he shouldn’t be so needlessly proud of his birth but like, canonically her parents did not love each other. Look how her mom ended up due to her birth father’s actions.
Chemere
I wish albireo was the ml instead of that bastard izar 😭😭
fury emvio
Just to se him CRY when she dies.. I mean what the hell is that reason? She is a masochist for sure.
Chemere
her father is still unknown
moonsy
FRR like they literally have the same enemy just team up like??
Sana
I want to give her a gentle hug and keep her safe from all these awful people 🙁
Citrus Aurora
I will! Sorry, just got distracted with other stories
—Marmalade
lilith8907
Thank you for taking up the translation of the novel Thank you for taking the time to translate Holy Night: My Husband is Definitely a Paladin 🥰
Lunab Mitron
I swear I have seen so many male leads but no one was as worse as him
Pato
Wait everyone!, remember that this novel is design to be misleading, I already catch some of his phrases that could lead to misunderstandings, but this one I don't even know ¯_༼ ಥ ‿ ಥ ༽_/¯
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ok in the next chapter it was explained and yeah more or less I expected that
Pato
She and her child apparently
Pato
🤣🤣🤣A las casi 4 a.m me sacaste una risa, no esperaba ver la palabra "soportando" aquí
dream 👑
Ikr maybe he thinks she's lying. I don't understand this lame reaction either.