Even Death Was Taken Away by That Obsession - Chapter 0
Have you ever seen something worse than a villain?
If I were to explain what I’ve experienced and seen if I were to tell you about the cruel things I’ve endured, would you believe me?
What should I call that beautiful monster who became evil, beyond just being a villain?
If you were to meet that villain…….
Could you be any different from me?
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“You’ve died again.”
You murmured, gazing down at me intently.
Then, gently stroking my head, you smiled sweetly with your blood-red eyes.
“How many more times before you give up? When will you realize that you can never truly die?”
“…….”
“Well…… It’s okay. I still love you, after all.”
“…….”
“I love you. I mean it.”
Even at this moment, you’re terribly affectionate.
But I know. This is absolutely not love.
If you had loved me, you wouldn’t have turned me into a monster who can’t even die.
‘I’ll escape.’
I vowed, harboring a piercing hatred amidst your sweet breaths. That I no longer want to be here. That I’ll break free from our hell.
‘From you, even if I have to die.’
Having made my decision, I painfully opened my mouth.
“Shall we make a bet?”
It was a wish I barely managed to utter, somehow cradled in your arms, burying my face against your sweet bare skin.
“If I win, this time, you’ll kill me for good.”
What expression did you wear when I painfully spat out those words?
“I really…… want to die now.”
Hoping I had hurt you, I closed my eyes like a sinner who had found salvation.