I Pray That You Forget Me - Chapter 10
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“Ri, uhp…”
I tilted my head to avoid our noses colliding, and our lips met. I delicately sealed our lips together, and as I gently parted it, his lips followed suit.
Even this time, as it happened when I played the violin, my body remembered and moved on its own. I was certain that I had experienced kissing before.
Peck.
“Haa…”
So, if this wasn’t the first time we shared a kiss, why was he pushing me away?
After the push, Johann’s face, which I looked at, was even paler than my corpse-like appearance. The hand that covered the spot I had touched a moment ago was trembling ever so slightly. His wandering eyes, seemingly unsure where to focus, also shook.
“Rize, this is…”
Clearly, he was deeply shocked by my kiss. Acting as if I had forcefully stolen a kiss from his lips. The shock reached me too.
“…We’re a married couple.”
It was an obvious statement, yet Johann looked at me with a confused expression for a long time, as if he heard something confusing.
I was now also confused, unable to understand why he was behaving this way.
“Other couples do this all the time, why aren’t we…”
Sadness rolled in like dark clouds, and tears wet my eyes.
“People say, huh, if you don’t kiss me, it means you don’t like me. Is that true?”
As I tearfully asked, Johann finally spoke, but…
“Rize, let’s not talk about us to others.”
It wasn’t even the answer to my question.
I couldn’t turn away from his silence as I did when he avoided my cheek kiss. This time, I closed my eyes and asked him.
“Johann, tell me. Do you dislike me?”
“How could I ever dislike you?”
Johann wiped away the tears streaming down my cheek and spoke. Gently, as if whispering a secret. Strangely, his voice also held a hint of moisture.
“My forget-me-not fairy.”
This whispered phrase sounded unfamiliar, but Johann said it so naturally, as if he had called me by this nickname before. Was it a nickname he used to call me with often?
‘Why can’t I remember at all?’
Regretfully, I let his hand that was caressing my cheek and engrave into my new memories, but suddenly, the touch changed.
No, this wasn’t a hand; it was lips. Johann had kissed my cheek.
“Hup…”
It seems I’m a very stubborn woman. I turned my head and pressed my lips against Johann’s lips again.
This time, he didn’t push me away but accepted the kiss. After two breaths, he not only received the kiss quietly but also started moving his lips.
I felt the warmth and softness of his flesh gently touching mine, then retreating and coming back. This time, it was longer and more intense.
‘Johann kissed me.’
With newfound courage, I tried doing what my body prompted. As Johann opened his lips to exhale, I slipped the tip of my tongue into the gap, brushing against the delicate skin inside his lips.
Johann was momentarily taken aback, but didn;t push me away like before. He hesitated, but when I withdrew, he came back and dug into me again.
‘Johann wants me too.’
The feeling of misery that made me think I was the only one wanting him vanished without a trace. Now, joy surged in my chest, making it ready to burst.
‘…Oh, is Johann feeling the same way as me right now?’
I felt Johann was about to burst, not in his chest but in the front of his pants. As we kissed and pulled each other closer, I found myself sitting on Johann’s lap without realizing it.
When I first sat down, there was nothing firm or thick poking between my thighs like now. I almost cheered while continuing to kiss Johann.
‘Brigitta was wrong.’
I’m also a woman. Johann also wants me.
The suspicions of the elderly ladies that Johann might be impotent were incorrect. Without deliberately touching between his legs with my hands and lips, Johann’s thing got up, so there was no issue.
‘Maybe he endured because I was sick.’
Even now, whether he’s enduring it or not, Johann kept the uncomfortable looking bulging area confined in his pants and didn’t do anything more than kiss me.
“If Johann still endures, show that Rize is a woman who can handle the night.”
“How?”
“Undress.”
Boldly, I carried out something I thought I could never do. I took off the cardigan.
Johann, who had been engrossed in kissing, lowered his gaze and stopped kissing. My nightwear was sheer and thin. Beyond it, Johann’s expression seemed to look at the color of my skin underneath.
“If you push your b****t in front of him, no man would refuse, right? If they like it, they’ll bite down fervently, suck it like a baby, and when the eyes roll back, they’ll turn into a dog and shake their waist.”
Will Johann use those lips that were kissing my tongue to bite and suck on my n****e, as the upstairs lady suggested? Just the thought of it makes me feel embarrassed and weird, yet strangely, the place between my legs has warmed up.
“Rize, put your clothes back on. You might catch a cold like this.”
However, instead of attacking me, Johann tried to push me away. I clung to Johann with all my might and resisted on his thighs.
“Johann, I’m fine. Don’t hold back.”
“Rize, please let go. We, I…”
Muttering words that wanted to convey it wasn’t right, Johann tried to pull away from me.
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