I Pray That You Forget Me - Chapter 72
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“Even in the past and now, many men have wanted you, but you’ve rejected them all. Why have you willingly opened your body and heart only to me?”
That’s a question for the past me, who chose you as a husband. But the reason I’ve only allowed you, Johann, access to my heart and body, both in the past and now, hasn’t changed.
“Because I love you. To me, it’s always been only you.”
I’m certain that even without my memories, Johann was the only man for me throughout my life.
“Why only me…?”
“Because it’s you.”
No matter how many suitors lined up for me, there was never anyone like you.
As if he was a child, not the mature man he usually is, Johann whined for my love, his breaths quick next to my ear. It was about why, despite losing all memory and becoming a stranger to him, I couldn’t help but fall hopelessly in love with him again.
Johann held me tighter, rubbing his cheek against my shoulder like an excited puppy, begging me to continue. It wasn’t difficult for me.
Suddenly, while endlessly reciting the reasons, I realized that any woman would inevitably fall in love with such a man. Suddenly, I felt insecure.
“Ah!”
I clamped around Johann’s manhood as if I would never let go, as if someone might try to steal him away. At that moment, I almost wished my inner walls had teeth, so fiercely did I wish to keep him to myself.
“Johann, feel it clearly. See who you’re making love to.”
Now I understood why Johann wanted me to see and feel who was making love to me.
“Ah, um, yes…”
“Uh, ah…”
As Johann paused, startled by my tight grip, I began to move myself. Clutching him tightly and struggling to continue, I turned to lock eyes with him. I wanted him to see and feel clearly who was sharing this moment with him.
“I feel like, ha, I have everything in the world right now.”
Johann seemed overwhelmed by my clumsy movements. He hugged me tightly and showered me with kisses, but suddenly burst into a laugh that sounded almost like a sob.
“In my life, this might be the most destitute I’ve ever been, but, ha, having you means I have everything.”
Johann said that when he didn’t have me, his body might have been in heaven, but his heart always suffered in hell. But now, even if his body was in hell, his heart was in heaven because he had me.
What about Dana, though? What was Dana?
As I felt like the gates of hell might open even in the midst of heaven, I frantically moved my hips and asked urgently.
“It’s only me for you, right?”
“Of course. You’re the only one for me, forever.”
Ah, of course, there’s no other woman for Johann. Dana was just a figment of my anxious mind and my troubled thoughts.
“Why only me? Tell me why.”
Just like me, Johann recited reasons endlessly.
Johann, usually a man of few words and simple expressions, was not that man right now. He seemed desperate and yearning only for me.
“Ah, that’s good. So good, Johann.”
Couple look alike. Like Johann earlier, I found myself urgently asking for affirmations, getting incredibly excited by the mere fact of hearing what I already knew.
Slap, slap, slap.
“Ha, uh, ah, uh!”
I lifted and slammed my hips down. Pleasure surged through me, almost too intense to bear.
“Ah! Ah! Ahh, ah!”
I screamed like a madwoman, grinding on Johann’s tip, driven wild by the intense sensation.
Johann was just as lost in the moment. He moaned, kissed me endlessly, and proudly caressed the bulge in my lower belly where he was buried deep. It was as if my belly harbored not just his manhood but as if I was bearing his child.
“Ha, ha!”
He then latched onto my b*****s, sucking greedily, making sounds as vigorous as the slapping of our bodies.
“Uh, Johann…”
His hand, which had been caressing my lower abdomen, moved lower, delving into the moist thicket that was drenched in liquid.
Even without a touch, the bud was already swollen with blood, throbbing intensely, ready to burst at a touch like a ripe fruit.
“Right there, ah!”
The moment his fingers touched, a sharp surge of pleasure made me jump. Johann pulled me back down.
“Gasp!”
“Keep going, don’t stop.”
The moment the pillar of flesh that had escaped for a moment re-entered, I nearly jumped again, but Johann’s hands held me firmly in place.
His forearms tensed, emphasizing the shape of his muscles as he pressed one b****t tightly. The other was engulfed by his large hand.
“Ah, ah…”
Johann thus pinned me, immobilizing me inside and out, and slid his other hand between my legs.
“Uh… Johann…”
“It’s okay. There’s nothing to be afraid of.”
His two fingers slid into my entrance and spread it apart. The flesh parted to reveal the swollen, reddened bud. The heated flesh quickly cooled in the chill of the air.
