I Pray That You Forget Me - Chapter 96
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Confident and perhaps improved, I no longer felt the discomfort of my teeth touching. With newfound ease, I decided to try something new.
I wrapped my lips around the foreskin beneath the tip and gently pulled it upward, stimulating both the tip and the foreskin together, much like Brigitta had.
Johann’s reaction was immediate.
“Ah….”
As soon as Johann emitted a low, pained moan, the incessant scratching of the pen on paper abruptly ceased.
Thud.
The pen dropped onto the paper.
Roll.
The pen barrel rolled above my head and then fell off the edge of the table. Just as the pen tip was about to hit the floor, a large hand snatched it out of midair.
“Ah, Rize, why today… ah… why like this….”
Johann, having placed the pen on the table, hunched over, much like how I cower under overwhelming pleasure.
“Does it feel good?”
Mumbling with his flesh in my mouth, Johann seemed even more overwhelmed, perhaps by the unique sensation of the tremor in my throat.
“Ugh….”
With a moan that sounded as though he was being choked, he arched his head back. His face, gripped in his hands, showed visible veins, and his thighs began to twitch noticeably. His response was more intense than ever.
Perhaps I had been doing it wrong before. But now, I could do it right.
Excited, I forgot the soreness in my tongue and jaw. I sucked eagerly, drawing his flesh into my mouth until my cheeks hollowed out, pulling and releasing the foreskin with my lips, and shaking my head vigorously.
“Ugh, wait a moment.”
It seemed like he was on the brink of climax. Johann had a bad habit of pulling away at the crucial moment whenever I performed oral. This meant I had never given him a climax with my mouth before. But today, I was determined to deliver an extraordinary ecstasy.
“Rize, ugh, stop….”
Johann began reaching under the table to stop me. The moment that hand touched me, I would lose. There was no time to waste.
I used all my remaining strength. As I pulled back the foreskin to cover the head and inserted my tongue to swirl around the swollen flesh, it felt as though it was about to burst.
“Ah, damn it….”
Johann used the rough language he reserved for when the car wouldn’t start, which startled me.
‘Gasp….’
The warm liquid that suddenly shot into my mouth made me jump again. It was s–en. I had finally brought Johann to climax with my mouth. Realizing this, I was overwhelmed with joy.
Snap.
As my relaxed lips parted with a smile, his flesh slipped out. Johann adjusted his pants and knelt in front of me, his expression one of deep guilt.
“I’m really sorry. Please spit it out.”
Ah, that’s right. Once I became aware of the liquid still in my mouth, its taste hit me strongly.
‘It’s so odd.’
I didn’t expect it to be more unpleasant than the milk I usually avoid. But it’s a memorable experience.
Gulp.
Seeing me swallow, Johann, who had been apologizing with a tea towel pressed to my mouth, froze.
“Rize….”
“Ah… The taste is… so unique.”
“Well, it’s not meant to be eaten.”
“But… how can I waste such a precious first experience?”
“Could you value milk just as much?”
“I’d rather not.”
“Ha….”
Johann seemed at a loss for words from that point on. While he gently held my head to avoid bumping it against the table and had me rinse my mouth with water, he remained silent.
Why does he look so unhappy? It seems like he’s angry. Maybe he’s upset with himself for making a mistake with me. There’s no need for that. I wanted this. After he cleaned me up, I wrapped myself in his embrace and spoke first.
“I really enjoyed it.”
So please don’t look like that.
“How about you? Did you enjoy it too?”
Isn’t it better with me than with that woman?
“Didn’t you feel only me in that moment, without thinking of anything else?”
I’ll give you that blissful moment for a lifetime, so please, forget about that woman now.
“Pardon?”
But instead of answering, Johann pushed me away from his arms. His actions seemed like an unspoken response, and as I swayed, Johann held me by the shoulders and brought his face close to mine. He asked, blinking at me in confusion.
“Rize, why do you think I told you to stop?”
He always says stop, but is there a reason behind it? I thought I might understand if I shook my head, but what I heard was…
“Be honest with me.”
It was an interrogation.
“Why have you changed? Where did you learn this? From whom?”
“Ah….”
I didn’t expect him to think of it this way.
“Tell me. Now.”
I didn’t know Johann could have such a fearful expression. I began to feel scared.
He must think I learned this from Major Felkner. He’s misunderstanding that I had intercourse with him.
“No, it’s not….”
But I couldn’t tell the truth either. Johann might be disappointed in me, and he might stop loving me.
Once again, the clever part of me didn’t come to the rescue. Instead, a memory from the past flashed before me and saved me.
