I Want To Die One Day Before You - Chapter 130
“Are you going to kiss me again?”
Sarubia giggled and slightly parted her lips. But this time, what entered her mouth was not the usual breath. Instead, it was a calloused, firm finger touching the inside of her mouth.
Before she could fully comprehend what it was, the finger, having grazed her warm teeth, began exploring her mouth. The unfamiliar sensation invading her mouth made Sarubia’s eyes widen as she looked at Rufus.
Rufus gazed down at her with a calm expression.
The rough finger moved, stirring the soft flesh within her mouth. The sensation of it brushing against her tender insides sent chills down Sarubia’s spine.
“What, ah, mmm.”
The finger in her mouth gently caressed her palate. Unconsciously, Sarubia tried to push it out with her tongue. Her soft tongue brushed against the tip of Rufus’s finger.
Rufus flinched at the contact.
“……Ggh.”
At his low groan, Sarubia’s body stiffened.
“Rufus?”
“Sarubia……”
Calling her name, Rufus closed his eyes tightly and lowered his head. Sarubia hurriedly tried to soothe him.
“Oh, um, I’m sorry. Was I supposed to stay still? Something suddenly entered my mouth and it startled me. So I reflexively…”
“Sarubia.”
“Yes?”
“Sometimes… I like you so much I don’t know what to do.”
Rufus’s deep voice reached her.
“I want to treat you like a queen. I want to give you everything you desire. You can have all of me…”
“……”
Sarubia smiled softly, looking into Rufus’s eyes.
After a moment of hesitation, Rufus continued.
“And sometimes… I want to hide you away somewhere only I know. I want to torment you all night so that you’d only call my name.”
“But you wouldn’t actually do that, would you?”
Sarubia smiled warmly.
“Why do you say that?”
“You’re always so careful, worried that I might dislike something. You’re afraid of hurting my feelings, so you hold back.”
Sarubia gently stroked Rufus’s hair with her fingers.
“That’s why I like you.”
Sarubia rubbed Rufus’s cheek and kissed him.
Rufus swallowed hard.
“I’m sorry, but… can you lie down properly?”
Rufus sighed deeply, pressing his hand to his forehead and closing his eyes tightly.
Sarubia looked up at him slowly.
This was different from usual. She liked it.
Seeing Rufus reveal what he usually tried so hard to suppress and endure sparked Sarubia’s adventurous spirit.
She wanted to tease him. She wanted to provoke Rufus intentionally, to see him lose control and come at her.
She knew it might be considered a twisted desire, but she couldn’t help it. It felt wonderful to be desperately wanted by this man.
Absolutely… absolutely could not stop.
“Here.”
Sarubia moved aside the pillow she had been hugging.
As Sarubia lay down and stared at the ceiling, Rufus climbed on top of her.
It was incredibly urgent. The hot mass invading her mouth entwined with her tongue. The deep, warm presence accepted everything.
This was different from usual. And that made it good.
The persistent lips on hers stole her breath relentlessly. There was no escaping the incessant kisses.
Rufus’s hand slipped under Sarubia’s slightly lifted waist.
“Sarubia.”
“Ah, nngh, yes…”
“Is it okay if I touch you here?”
“Y-You’re already touching me…”
Rufus’s hand, touching her bare back, began to caress Sarubia’s skin. The cool fingertips left a trail of heat wherever they touched.
It felt strange. He was simply touching her, yet her entire body was heating up.
Sarubia closed her eyes tightly as Rufus’s hand moved up her back. Each touch made her flinch involuntarily.
Her body twisted on its own, but Rufus didn’t let her escape.
Their legs intertwined.
Pinned beneath his firm thighs, Sarubia clung more tightly to Rufus’s neck.
“Rufus, I…”
“Yeah, I know.”
Rufus kissed the corner of Sarubia’s eye.
“I love you too.”
“How did you know?”
A soft moan escaped near Rufus’s ear. Sarubia’s usual voice had long been overtaken by her ragged breaths.
“I just know.”
“It’s amazing. We must have been lovers in a past life too.”
“We were.”
Rufus’s cool fingers, which had been gently stroking Sarubia’s cheek, moved lower. They stopped at the collar of her shirt.
“Here too.”
Sarubia guided Rufus’s hand.
“It feels so good when you touch me. I want you to keep touching me.”
At those words, he could no longer think straight.
He undid the first button. The pale skin that was usually hidden beneath her clothes was revealed.
Rufus lowered his head further. The hot breath against her neck moved downward. The once gentle kisses grew more intense. The warmth trailing across her skin became sticky.
His lips bit into her bare skin. The wet tongue that followed made her fine hairs stand on end.
Everywhere Rufus touched, her skin heated up. Sarubia found herself curling up involuntarily. Then she felt the weight of his body covering hers.
Sarubia momentarily froze.
“Ah, Rufus…”
“What is it?”
“Below, something hard… Is it a sword?”
“No.”
“If it’s not a sword, then… Oh, it’s…”
Sarubia instinctively realized what the hot sensation below was.
